im at a point in my young life where i can find nothing that fulfills me

why is it when straight woman finds a perfect guy that guy is gay and when a gay guy find the perfect guy theyre straight? i find this happens to me alot T_T

last time i checked being mature had nothing to do with age and why the hell now does dA care, it never used to. i mean lol my favourites area has so many blocked images now....i didnt even know some of them were rated mature i think its stupid. but of corse theres ways to get around it. i myself have been put into the mind/metality/maturity category of 18yrs at the youngest and im only 16...(turning 17 in a few months ^^).

people get tired of others calling themselves emo and then when they say theyre goth they get all angry....but goth and emo are now just fashion trends, i mean some people want attention others like the look and then some are a bit of both. why do people care if someone wants to call themselves emo so be it. ^_^ thats the way i see it.

i say this cause my friends get tired of me saying the words "im emo" and i just think alot of people should take it into consideration thats its also now a trend name.

so i got a little digi cam kinda a crappy one, hp photosmart E427. so ive been taking random crap and posting it. unfortunately my eyes arent as beautiful or stand out as much as but atleast im allowing people to see me now instead of almost destroying pictures of myself cause of thinking im ugly....

check out alex if you havent already, his art is awesome!
i'll probably never get that good.